This is the most difficult time of the year for me. First of all, I am very thankful for my work and family. What makes it difficult is the situation that I am now experiencing. It is the season of my online work and I have to juggle around to perform my duties as a mom and as an independent contractor. It is not easy when you are a work-at-home mom especially now that I have a baby to take care of. Family is my number one priority. I am tied- up with mommy’s duties and also with my online work. Ever since I was a child I dream of having a happy family and having your own home is very important in raising a family. Acquiring a home now is my top goal and I am thankful that it did happen. The only problem is the home improvement before we move in. A lot of things to do to fix the house and now I felt tired. I keep on working hard with extra opportunities so that I can help with the budget. I feel like I am a robot without my sole life as a person that I give my whole self for my family. I am so stress I need someone to talk to. I miss bonding with my true friends especially my bestfriend. I just don’t have a spare time to make it happen. I keep on praying and found myself crying. I think it is still part of post-partum. I do not know but I can’t feel the affection of my husband especially now that I needed him. He might think that I am exaggerated but its true. I need a break I think I want enough sleep, relaxation and free myself for a moment from pollution and stress. I better see Sister Malou, I know she will listen and pray for me.
Category: Mommy Talk